Or, would we chose jumping rope over bungee jumping?
Ideas ambush me. One an hour, ten an hour, goodness knows how many of those things crowd into my head. This is sort of how it all works:
"An alternate universe, parallel to this one. A gateway between. A chance to travel back and forth. Wow, that would be fabulous. I'd put on my travellin' shoes at once."
Rapidly followed by:
"Sure you would. After you figured out how to anchor yourself in this world and set up an absolutely fail safe system for your rescue if the pathway closed unexpectedly."
or:
"Africa. Those crooked black trees against blood-red skies. Endless mountains. Travel by Jeep, sleep in a tent, really experience adventure. Yeah, I want to do that and I will."
Even more rapidly followed by:
"They've got wild animals. You're afraid of them. And it's so hot. You croak in the heat. And bugs! And snakes! Well, I could do it if I wanted to, but I don't have time right now."
So, do these examples of "waffle and chickenhood" mean that I never do anything spontaneous? Nooo, not entirely. If you're going to need swift action in an emergency, you want me around. I do emergencies really well. My brain switches off and I run on training and instinct. In fact I am fearless then. Get out of my way unless you've got something useful to bring to the situation.
However, I may hesitate about going to a party because I could discover I didn't like it when I got there. Does this mean I've been to a lot of unpleasant parties? Nope. Don't ever remember not enjoying a party to some degree, but it could happen . . . This tends to mean that I am happy to accept invitations but then I suffer great doubts (and rehearse many excuses--all of them reasonable--for not being able to get there) only to arrive and love every moment.
Dear, dear, this is turning into a self-analysis session--not at all what I had planned.
The other day as I was working on my latest book, set in New Orleans and featuring Marley Millet, a psychic with abilities as dangerous to her own health as they can be useful to crime fighters, I had an idea: "I've got an idea," I shouted to my husband through two closed doors. "Nope, not at idea. A fact. We're going to New Orleans next week. Five days should do it. I'll map out everything I want to see and do and call a few people I'll be talking to. You get it booked, please. You're so good at that bit."
Jerry heard mutterings from a distance, arrived in my office and listened to a repeat of what I'd already said. Being the amazingly adaptable person he is, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Okay."
And off we go.
Now think about that. An original, spontaneous idea. A decision. And positive action without any second-guessing. It feels so good that I intend to do more of this.
Bungee jumping and kissing snakes are still out of the question.
Ooh, I had another thought: "My new book is just coming out. A MARKED MAN will be on the shelves--is on the shelves. I don't really have time to leave when I have so much to do to for the release. But, gosh, the trip is booked. They won't give the money back."
I should go, shouldn't I? Gray Fisher's the hero of this new book and he shows up in a lot of places he's not supposed to be. Got to look at those places first hand. I always do that. And I want to know more about a certain house in the Quarter, too, because I'm not sure if it's really there, or if it was and isn't now, or ever was. Such a dilemma.
What's the matter with me? I can do it all and I'm fearless . . . almost . . . sortof and sometimes.
I'll send out some excerpts from A MARKED MAN and Susan Anderson (a brilliant jewel of a woman) is going to interview me on the book for all of you. But I'll go to New Orleans and wallow in beignets cafe au lait . . . I mean, research material, so that I can give the next story my all. And when I get back I'll hope to have some juicy tidbits to pass along.
Cheers, Stella
Jump rope or bungee jumping--which line are you in?
Are you spontaneous or do you like to weigh your actions really carefully?
Do you ever wish you were like someone else, someone either more or less daring?